i am in desperate need of major dental care...i live constent tooth and mouth pain...being a single mother for years i put my kids first and i neglected my on dental needs...after a major car wreck which i lost a friend in and left me with uncontrolable seizures i had a complete break down and went down a bad road at which time i went to my mom for help with the kids because they didnt need to go down that road with me and there well fair was more important than mine..thank god i have a loving and praying mother she helped with the kids but me being her child she was in pain because of my pain i almost died but through tough love and pray i was saved thank god...i am now back home with mom because i am unable to work because of the seizures i cant drive due to state law about the seizures..i have no income at all if she didnt buy my medication for my seizures i wouldnt have it and they would be continous...it seems as if doors get slammed in my face everytime i try and get help..i dont go to the doctor regularly due to no insurance or means so times are very hard...im trying to get disability help because i have worked since i was 15 until the last few years but it is a process and they are not wanting me to get it...my teeth are in horrible shape i have 2 broken at the gum, several more broke in parts.and my front teeth are very thin and very darkened, i no longer smile because of the condition they are in laughing to me is something of the past because of the embrassment i feel because of my teeth..my youngest son who is four ask me mom why are your teeth black you have to brush them like me and even though i do it dont change and i fear them just falling out my mouth when i do, my self esteem is so low i just want to stay at home or be only around family or true friends that are not going to make fun of me or laugh at me..i do cry alot about them ut i try and hide it i dont like my children seeing me like this..i am a nurse and worked in geartrics for over ten years and i loved helping people and there families in the worst of times how ever my seizures has effected me doing that anymore and if i could i wouldnt let anyone see my mouth or smile because it is so bad...i have to take something like ibprofen all the time just to help with the pain and that only takes the intensity off my mouth hurts continous...even in this i remain thankful because i know my heavenly father will take care of all...i know that there are probably people worse off than me so i am thankful to him..but this has got to a put i really need help and my mom has enough on her if though i know she would take care of it if she could but she cares for my 3 kids and myself so she just dont have it to help right now..please if anyone could help me or suggest anything it would be greatly appreciated and may god bless you...tracy howard calhoun ga
